my feelings..

well...such a long time i didn't write here..
   i didn't know why..
maybe becouse i didn't have time...
   or i didn't know what i want to write..
or maybe i didn't want...

anyway...i missed..


   these day i feel so confused...i feel depressed..i feel bad..i feel whatever i do or i say it's wrong..
i think that everyone is against me..

i pretend to smile..i pretend to be happy..i pretend that i feel good ..i pretend that everything is perfect..






nobody is guilty, 'couse nobody knows what i feel..nobody cares about me..
  finally...all i want is just to be happy..really happy...i want to smile..
     i just want to feel that i'm important to someone..

 
  I  hope that i will pass these moments...

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this song describe my mood now..it's wonderful