Going find myself !

Are days when in don't recognize me..
       Are days when i don't understand who i am...
               Are days when i don't know what i want..or what i do..

 What happens with me ??
       I want to tell to someone..but i'm afraid...i don't trust anyone..

I feel so many things but at the same time  i don't feel anything..
 I'm bored of all..

Only this blog is the way where i can confess..       

         only this blog listen me..and  don't judge me..

ohhh...i'm so ridiculous..

                     This morning ,when i woke up...i was so sad..i started to cry..i don't know why..
          i felt that i should clear my mind..my soul...a cup of  green tea could calm me..

I need to find myself..i need to understand me..i need hope in my life..

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Well...i think tomorrow will be a better day..
        i will start a new week...
...and i will try to be happy..i will try to smile...i will try to find myself..

I promise !